Here's to the kids

Here's to the kids,
who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone.
who spend hours scrolling through posts on tumblr just to find the right one to describe their mood.
who wait online for that one certain person to sign on, just to gather up the nerve to say hello.
who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot and with the words, a memory plays in their minds.
who deserve so much more than they get, and are willing to fight for it.
and whose wish upon a shooting star or 11:11
was wasted on someone who will never care

I really,really, really wanted to go back soooo badly!

Plan b kalo xdpt nk blk umh ingt nk g gmbak ke lepak2 kt sane smbil m'happykn diri..

Tp msti idea nk blk gmbak ni pn x kn mgembirekn ati mama n abah

So, rather than make my parent unhappy, terpakse la stay je kt kuantan ni n just bear with it till this weekend ended!
n hopefully jgk my dcision nk duk diam2 kt kuantan ni akn btahan at least till tmrrow evening.huhu

nak g jusco..nk bli novel..nk3....

ni yg xsuke nk rancang2 ni..msti  xjd last2 :(

wonder girl..

i want nobody, nobody but u..

did i..??hehe

the truth is i'm still wondering who that person might be..haha

luckily the urge of wanting someone whom u really love cume kadang2 je hadir..2 pn sbb bile dh xde ape nk di pk kn atau sekadar memenuhi hobi yg suke berangan bnde mengarot2 or bile topic ni diutarakan.hu3

dan kepada si dia yg aku sndiri pn xtahu siapa n di mana..hope 2 c u soon ^_^

Semoga kamu adalah seekor lebah yang sentiasa memuji keagungan Yang Maha Kuasa
memasuki taman karangan dengan sopan santunnya dan bertemu mawar berduri yang terjaga oleh tuannya..

kosong

suam2 kuku je hr prtame kt cni..ditambah plak dgn ujan yg x berenti dr pg ni..sgt la xtau nk buat ape..
tp ade beberape pkare yg buat aku gmbire

• 1stly sbb bjaye mmiliki hiking beg sndri..finally, ade jgk wishlist aku yg da tertunai..aku bkn la kipas-susah-mati utk g hiking or camping but just by owning it made me extremly happy.truje sgt2!haha..sgt2 berterime kaseh kt dill sbb ssh2 bli kn utk aku smpai kene dulukn dwet die dlu..nnti dpt pt aku byr eh dill...heh
• happy sbb cadar baru?haha..saje2 je..sbb suke tgk kale pepel die 2.n corak belang2.looks soooo comfy ;-)
• ade sbb len ke?xde pn..sbb nk mule sem baru.kene semangat sket!

azam saye utk sem ni...that standard cliches~

study rjn2, xmau stdy last minit, kurangkn shopping n men gem facebook,n be matured.xmau dh childish2 ni.. ^_^

busy mcm mesin basuh

da lame x menulis kt blog ni tbe2 rase nk menulis

after almost a month esok tamat la percutianku di rumah.huhu

mcm2 aku buat kt umh ni smpai xsdr mase blalu..cepatnye cuti kali ni habes.

aku semakin memahami prasaan suri2 rumah yg bt kije rumah je keje diorg.hr2 kene kemas umh, pastu pk nk msk ape tghri n mlm..phew,lame2 jd booooosan.

smpt jgk la mcube beberape masakan baru. antare nye sandwich, pizza n eskrem goreng.haha..bangge aku dpt buat even nmpk cm simple je.

 sandwich letak telur kt tgh.shedap! in order nk dpt kale roti 2 cmtu tpkse la msk lame2 smpai tlur kuning 2 jd masak. n free2 je aku buang part 2.hehe

 tringat zmn2 kt mtrik pj dlu bli eskrem grg kt pasa..

piza nyum3..

esok pagi2 dh nk kena pulang ke kuantan..stat new sem. i wonder what kind of sem i'll be facing, what kind of lec n subject..huhu..hopefully everything gonna be ok! after all, dh 3rd yr 2nd sem pn kn ;-)

fighting!!!

malu tapi mahu

pengalaman pertame jd usher utk VIP mase AGM khmis hr 2..malu nye!!

mcm lalang!

weekend ni btol2 xseperti dirancangkn..

hr isnin hr 2 dgn semangat nye aku bg name nak join kayak kt tasik bera

but as days passes, semangat nk berkayak semakin pudar..

hr isnin 2 sgt semangat.turun kayak bsame amalina dan aliaa..xhengat brape round tp nek kebas jgk la tgn ni menghayun paddle.

dh la pose tp oleh krane smngt yg melampau2 ku kuatkn jua diri ini.haha..

hr slase dh x trun sbb ingt nk sttle kn report iab yg xsudah2..

tp smpai senja pn x completely siap jgk.cume nmpk lbih kemas dan teratur..

hari rabu lg la..clz smpi 1.30, then 2.05pm bjalan laju2 ke lab.smpai agak lewat n kena kunci dr lua sbb mdm xkasi masuk

luckily aku dan dila ade alasan clz biostat so ktorg dpt masuk..ksian kt mmbe2 len yg xmsuk..kerane nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga.hmm...

ptg kul 5 ade selection utk cycling from gmbak to kuantan plak.hbs lab pkul 5, dgn rushing nye aku blari2 lg ke kom.sudahnye mase lari 2 mmg xlarat dah. dpt la nombo 1st dr blakang n thkns to pudin bg pnjm moto. siyesly xleh nak lari dh! sumtime i wonder why i keep on trying nak lari (cth nye mase jogathon) even i know that i really could't run..curious mybe..??

khmis 2 aku dh mule goyah.nak msuk kayak ke x..kaki da stat saket sbb lari 2.tgn pn saket sbb kayak..cmne nk kayak kt bere nnti..??larat ke..??tepon mak pn die kate xyah g sb die kate aku ni xkuat dr segi fizikal.huhu..

i guess u're right la mummy..

so finally, jumaat 2 aku decide nk withdraw.sorry sgt2 esp kpd fadilla n amalina.ye2 je kn aku jnji nk join korg kayak..

so i end up being here alone in my room je this weekend.betol2 dah btuka 360' plan aku mggu ni..