I'm over you

i know you have a choice then you have to pick the one that you’re think that deserve for you . 

who said that i’m don't give an effort towards you . 

who said that ? 

i do . 

you just too busy with your own world until you even noticed about that . 

i like the way that you’re before . 

i love the way you’re before cuz you’re more friendly and caring about me .

 i know its such a useless me when typing in this blog to express my feeling . 

but who cares ?

 no ones is reading now . 

you know what i feel , 

you know that i like you and then what are you waiting for too ?

 or are you play the ‘games’ on me ? like seriously . 

i will die for it . 

or should i take a first step towars on you ? 

man , i’m a girl .

what i’ve been thinking , if you like me surely you will care about me but from what i seen , 

its me that too over it  , 

its me that like you too much but you , 

nahh maybe you said , oke you dont serious on me then why i should be part of your life ?

 like seriously , if a man serious on a girl  , he will do whatever ways to catch the girl that he love the most . and surely and i’m not . 

its okay..

life must go on :’( 

.....was now officially ended!

alhamdulillah..MySympBios was finally ended.
hepi sgt2 sbb program bjalan dgn lancar tp sdih jgk coz im gonna miss 2 days i've spent with all the committees especially my bureau-food and beverage!

ni la die muke2 org kuat bkeje n kuat mkn jgk!hee..

bsyukur sgt2 kerja kami dipermudahkan even mule2 byk sgt probs yg kami hadapi..
walaubagaimanapun kami dpt mengatasinye.cewah!
most important is sbb kami buat keje dgn ikhlas n hepi
so even keje 2 berat n byk sume pn jadi mudah je..
orait,akan di edit blk nnti.gtg!

stressss ke...????

stresss.....!!
tibe2 aku jd samseng dgn "akak2" kat bilik aku ni..hahaha.
 maaf la baby kalo kite marah2 n sepak2 dinding n krusi baby.gimik je 2..hehehehe..
finally hari yg dinanti2 bakal tiba.
tomorrow is the day. biomedical symposium is actually happening!
dalam pada nk tiba ke hari kejadian ni, level stress pn semakin meningkat.
org ckp sket pn kdg2 bleh buat aku rase nk marah
actually, aku ni jrg nk stress xtentu psl.rilex2 sudey..
yg buat aku stress nye bile ade org yg cube mengganggu ketenangan idop aku ni.
yela, bkn ape..kalo xtau pape please la jgn nk pandai2 ckp pape kn..
kami tau la ape yg kami sdg buat.
n tibe2 jgk 2 3 hari ni asek hujan je..bab2 ujan ni xde la menyestress kan aku pn..
just takot jgk la kalo affect kt program.
hurm, mybe hujan yg turun ni hujan rahmat kan..
hopefully program ni akan dipermudahkan dan berjalan dgn lancar..
mudah-mudahan jgk sgale susah payah ini berbaloi..
sesungguhnya ia mengajar aku utk menjadi lebih sabar.
pelbagai ragam dan sifat kawan2 juge dpt ku kenal pasti..
xsabar nk sympo tp takot nk mhadapi hr esok.huhu
ok!stajat ini saje bebelan ku.xtau nk mengadu kt sape kn..tulis je la dlm belog ni..

dikir oh dikir

performance dikir barat mlm td sgt2 la besh aku rase..

first time in my life aku sgt enjoy buat performance.sume pn naek syeh dah.salah2 pn langgor je sume~

dah la sek2 klate yg join dikir ni ade la dlm 2-3 ketul je..

name kumpulan kami ialah puteri kencana..sweet kn..???

even kami practice actually less than 24 hours tp kami mampu buat yg terbaik.ececeh..

bak kate cikgu besar yg aja kami, meney sek kito! memey mene pm..

seriously, last night was awesome..!!!

sekadar gmbar hiasan..bleh la dihias di dinding2 rumah anda..huu

a story of a gurl..

nk cite psl sorg bdk ni

hobi die suke sgt shoping.shoping plak xkire mase dan duet..

pantang nmpk perkataan LESS & SALE, mule la die da xsenang duduk dan berdiri,gelabah mcm labah2!

sem ni hobi dan perangai die 2 mkin menjadi2 plak..ish3..ape la nk jadi ngan budak sorg ni..

pada hal azam tiap2 tahun rase nye ckp nak jimat,xmau shopping dah..tp azam cume tinggal azam..tiap2 tahun renew azam baru je.hee..

n yg terbaru td die bli sneakers kt 1 kedai ni..niat di hati sbnrnye nk carik shawl..bwk duet pn 50hengget je

tp mate die mmg xleh duk diam.melilau je kije.pastu tnampak la kt 1 kedai ni ade sale 50% utk kasut.tros ajak si kawan yg sorg lg ni masuk

elok plak try2 ade 1 je yg size die.haishh,lg la goyah di situ.tnpe b'pikir panjang,die pn membeli la sneakers itu..

tp xpe kot..sbb die mmg da lame nk bli.then bleh pakai g lab,class n kua jalan2 pn bleh (ayat nk sdpkn ati sndri la 2..)
lg 1 reason knape die suke bli kasut is bcoz die xsuke pki ksut yg same byk2 kali.kesian kt kasut 2..2 psl la kena ade byk ksut.nnti bleh tuka2..hee..

sekian saje kisah budak itu..

sebelum..

tmrrow nk g nek gunung stong.woowoo..!!

prasaan skrg bcampur2 antara gmbire sbb xpnh naek n tpilih utk naek.

tp prasaan takot n cuak pn ade jgk sbb xpnh naek x tau kmmpuan diri ini..plus ade suare2 yg mcm xcaye je aku ni leh nek gunung..

hopefully segalanye bjalan dgn lancar dan semoga pjlanan nk g sane dpermudahkan, slmat pergi n kmbali..

okeh,update lg nnti lps turun gunung plak.

skrg mari kite study utk eop ^_^

oh,sebelum tlupe..hepy bsday 2 my adik yg poyo atau name mnje nye boboy...
semoga kamu dpt ape yg kamu impikan.semoge dpt 4flat ye luqman!jersey liverpool 2 nnti2 la aku bg tggu kaye sket..hehe

gumbira~

mari mengupdate belog!

ni la die org yg xsdr diri..tmrow nk exm la wei..!!

nk tulis ape ye?ha..ni kisah mase cuti smggu hr 2..

nothing much..cume sgt2 hepy bile dpt bkmpul n mbuli adik2 di rumah even x g mane2 pn

and as usual, my hobby bile blk rumah--> mcube masakan2 dan resepi baru

kali ni nk try buat lasagna n cupcake plak plak.nyum3!! n resepi ni amek kt belog cik fatin liyana 

tp pnye la byk dugaan nk buat mnde alah ni..

smgt dh ni nk buat..brg2 sume da ade.tp..lasagna sheets plak xde!puas la pusing sg.besar 2 carik

da la raye cine.kompem2 byk kdai tutup.

n finally dpt jmpe jgk bnde yg ku carik2 ni..

nseb bek la hr sbtu 2 g anta ati nek bas kt tluk intan.

then otw blk mlm 2 snggah kt 1 pasaraya ni name TF-value kot (bkn nama sebenar.sbb aku xingt ape name die).

sgt2 hepi bile nmpk lasagna sheets 2.rase mcm nk buat sjud syukur tros kt c2.haha..muke pn bbunge2 mcm dpt hdiah ape je..

why..

Why do I have this feeling..???

Why is it so hard to spill it, to explain it? Really, I don’t have any words to describe it

 Why is it always keep lingering in my thought

Why is it only I that always have this feeling? Is the other party not feels anything? For all this time, is that only me..??

Why do I let myself always struggling about this matter but never find the answer 

Why do i write about this..??hehe..boredom i guest ^__^

I really,really, really wanted to go back soooo badly!

Plan b kalo xdpt nk blk umh ingt nk g gmbak ke lepak2 kt sane smbil m'happykn diri..

Tp msti idea nk blk gmbak ni pn x kn mgembirekn ati mama n abah

So, rather than make my parent unhappy, terpakse la stay je kt kuantan ni n just bear with it till this weekend ended!
n hopefully jgk my dcision nk duk diam2 kt kuantan ni akn btahan at least till tmrrow evening.huhu

nak g jusco..nk bli novel..nk3....

ni yg xsuke nk rancang2 ni..msti  xjd last2 :(

wonder girl..

i want nobody, nobody but u..

did i..??hehe

the truth is i'm still wondering who that person might be..haha

luckily the urge of wanting someone whom u really love cume kadang2 je hadir..2 pn sbb bile dh xde ape nk di pk kn atau sekadar memenuhi hobi yg suke berangan bnde mengarot2 or bile topic ni diutarakan.hu3

dan kepada si dia yg aku sndiri pn xtahu siapa n di mana..hope 2 c u soon ^_^

Semoga kamu adalah seekor lebah yang sentiasa memuji keagungan Yang Maha Kuasa
memasuki taman karangan dengan sopan santunnya dan bertemu mawar berduri yang terjaga oleh tuannya..

kosong

suam2 kuku je hr prtame kt cni..ditambah plak dgn ujan yg x berenti dr pg ni..sgt la xtau nk buat ape..
tp ade beberape pkare yg buat aku gmbire

• 1stly sbb bjaye mmiliki hiking beg sndri..finally, ade jgk wishlist aku yg da tertunai..aku bkn la kipas-susah-mati utk g hiking or camping but just by owning it made me extremly happy.truje sgt2!haha..sgt2 berterime kaseh kt dill sbb ssh2 bli kn utk aku smpai kene dulukn dwet die dlu..nnti dpt pt aku byr eh dill...heh
• happy sbb cadar baru?haha..saje2 je..sbb suke tgk kale pepel die 2.n corak belang2.looks soooo comfy ;-)
• ade sbb len ke?xde pn..sbb nk mule sem baru.kene semangat sket!

azam saye utk sem ni...that standard cliches~

study rjn2, xmau stdy last minit, kurangkn shopping n men gem facebook,n be matured.xmau dh childish2 ni.. ^_^

busy mcm mesin basuh

da lame x menulis kt blog ni tbe2 rase nk menulis

after almost a month esok tamat la percutianku di rumah.huhu

mcm2 aku buat kt umh ni smpai xsdr mase blalu..cepatnye cuti kali ni habes.

aku semakin memahami prasaan suri2 rumah yg bt kije rumah je keje diorg.hr2 kene kemas umh, pastu pk nk msk ape tghri n mlm..phew,lame2 jd booooosan.

smpt jgk la mcube beberape masakan baru. antare nye sandwich, pizza n eskrem goreng.haha..bangge aku dpt buat even nmpk cm simple je.

 sandwich letak telur kt tgh.shedap! in order nk dpt kale roti 2 cmtu tpkse la msk lame2 smpai tlur kuning 2 jd masak. n free2 je aku buang part 2.hehe

 tringat zmn2 kt mtrik pj dlu bli eskrem grg kt pasa..

piza nyum3..

esok pagi2 dh nk kena pulang ke kuantan..stat new sem. i wonder what kind of sem i'll be facing, what kind of lec n subject..huhu..hopefully everything gonna be ok! after all, dh 3rd yr 2nd sem pn kn ;-)

fighting!!!

malu tapi mahu

pengalaman pertame jd usher utk VIP mase AGM khmis hr 2..malu nye!!

mcm lalang!

weekend ni btol2 xseperti dirancangkn..

hr isnin hr 2 dgn semangat nye aku bg name nak join kayak kt tasik bera

but as days passes, semangat nk berkayak semakin pudar..

hr isnin 2 sgt semangat.turun kayak bsame amalina dan aliaa..xhengat brape round tp nek kebas jgk la tgn ni menghayun paddle.

dh la pose tp oleh krane smngt yg melampau2 ku kuatkn jua diri ini.haha..

hr slase dh x trun sbb ingt nk sttle kn report iab yg xsudah2..

tp smpai senja pn x completely siap jgk.cume nmpk lbih kemas dan teratur..

hari rabu lg la..clz smpi 1.30, then 2.05pm bjalan laju2 ke lab.smpai agak lewat n kena kunci dr lua sbb mdm xkasi masuk

luckily aku dan dila ade alasan clz biostat so ktorg dpt masuk..ksian kt mmbe2 len yg xmsuk..kerane nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga.hmm...

ptg kul 5 ade selection utk cycling from gmbak to kuantan plak.hbs lab pkul 5, dgn rushing nye aku blari2 lg ke kom.sudahnye mase lari 2 mmg xlarat dah. dpt la nombo 1st dr blakang n thkns to pudin bg pnjm moto. siyesly xleh nak lari dh! sumtime i wonder why i keep on trying nak lari (cth nye mase jogathon) even i know that i really could't run..curious mybe..??

khmis 2 aku dh mule goyah.nak msuk kayak ke x..kaki da stat saket sbb lari 2.tgn pn saket sbb kayak..cmne nk kayak kt bere nnti..??larat ke..??tepon mak pn die kate xyah g sb die kate aku ni xkuat dr segi fizikal.huhu..

i guess u're right la mummy..

so finally, jumaat 2 aku decide nk withdraw.sorry sgt2 esp kpd fadilla n amalina.ye2 je kn aku jnji nk join korg kayak..

so i end up being here alone in my room je this weekend.betol2 dah btuka 360' plan aku mggu ni..

i want my mommy..hihi

today demam+shesheme+saket tekak..jwb exam pn ciap bleh tdo2 lg sbb mate n kpale sgt berat..huhu

nak mak..dulu kecik2 msti mak msk kn air panas utk mndi..demam sket je pn msti kene suh mkn ubat n abah bwk jumpe doc..besh nye saat2 2..dijage dgn bek.huhu..

cici

dun feel like writing tp saje2 jgk nk write sumthin

suke3..!!

suke betol la men tuka2 layout ni..haha..

aku dan cutiku.hahaha

cuti dh nk hbs..sok da nk balik kuantan.uhuhu:((

tp ape je aku buat kt umh cuti lame2 ni?????me also dunno..taw2 je cuti da nk abesh.

plg besh duk umh ni sbb da pndai dwload cite sndri.bangge2 ;-)

sume ni thanks to sifu yg da aja n kasi link nk dwload ktne.time kaseh jiranku!

antare link2 tersebut ialah..

aku music hampa, dailydown portal. tp yg ni xpnh bjaye bkk.asal bkk je msti google chrome jd bengong.tros die tutup sume page aku.cess..

next is http://teamaryzs.com/ n lastly..http://www.azmovie.net/

dan x lupe kpd Syok.org

sgt tamak dwload cite byk2 n tataw bile nk hbs tgk.pape pn watchin movies all days tnpe buat ape2 sgt besh.yosh!!

??????????

does it really happen like this..???
hoho..do spermssss talk lyke this???
dun think so c0z they all lyke runnin 100m++
just to get int0 a ‘ball’…